Forshadowing...

I found this self portrait a few days ago. I took it about a year ago. It was interesting timing, finding it when I was in such a sad place within myself. Looking at this image, I see a girl stuck in an empty home looking out into the world that has been waiting for her to join it. That is exactly where I was in my life, but I would not let myself see it then.





Today I found the strength within myself (thanks to my wonderful mother who is an amazing hypnotherapist) to let it all go... to just let all the anger and hurt and negativity stay back in the past where it belongs. I take with me all the lessons I have learned, but the pain and sadness stay behind. That big beautiful world is still waiting for me, and I intend to enter it with a happy heart and open mind.

-marika

Me.

-marika

finding my way...

...through the trees and into the light.

never stop growing sweet girl.


-marika

to find oneself...

You must choose to really see yourself...
I refuse to be blinded by insecurities or fears any longer.
This is who I am, and I am damn proud to be me.

-marika